Nancy sat quietly on her kitchen chair. Her face
screamed out for the many problems that seemed to be swirling about her, and with
only 2 days remaining before Christmas day there seem to be little hope of
resolution.
She
knew only a miracle could save this, her special day when her family will be
coming together, as they do each year, to celebrate together, pray together, to
thank God together and to share their good fortunes together. Indeed, this was
the very time that the whole world, Christian and non-Christian alike, come
together with faith and with goodwill to pray for love and peace to all.
The
last few years Nancy
thought, were good ones for her and her family. All of her children had been
doing well in their work and with their lives. They were contented with what
they were able to achieve during the previous year and they all looked forward
to more of the same in the coming year. These Christmas Eve gatherings were
always happy and joyous events as everyone gathered around the Christmas tree
in the living room.
Nancy's Christmas routine began each year on the
day after Thanksgiving when he
will visit Jeremiah’s lot and carefully select a 6 ft. tree. She will then take
it home, set it up in the living room and then slowly and painstakingly
decorate it with all those ornaments, figurines and crystal pieces that she had
procured over the years and very carefully stored for this occasion. Each one
had its own special meaning for her and her family, and she would readily
recall the story for each as they were hung on the tree.
After
she had completed decorating the tree to her satisfaction, she would finish off
by placing her “guardian angel” on the very top. And after this was done, on every
occasion, she would always close her eyes and take just a moment to recall that
fateful day more than 30 year ago when she found her ‘angel’ in the Target
store on the day after Christmas. It apparently had been discarded and thrown
out with the thrash on the floor. But as
Nancy looked at
her, the angel actually appeared to be shining even brighter than the sun
itself. She still swears that the angel smiled at her and flashed her wings as
soon as Nancy
held her as if to suggest that both belonged to each other. The angel has been
with Nancy from
that day onward!
But there was more to this story. On the way home, her baby
son, Jim who was only 5 years old at the time, became desperately ill as they
drove along the crowded highway on a dismal, stormy day. She was alone with her
4 young children, all if whom were as frightened as she was. She was desperate,
almost panic stricken feeling the world closing on her. All she could think of doing was to pull off
the road, and pray that some kind guardian angel will come to help her.
As she came to a stop on the side of the road, she remembers
engaging the flashing lights, closing her eyes, and praying for a miracle to
help her out of this dilemma. On opening her eyes again, she swears she saw the
little angel smiling at her so reassuringly that she felt safe and secure. At
that very moment, there was a knock at the window and an offer to help. It was from
a doctor who had seen the flashing lights and stopped to help. From then
onward for more than 3 decades, Nancy
knew that her guardian angel was always with her, ready to find help if ever help
was needed.
For all the subsequent years that followed, the family
prospered, the children grew up, left home, went to college, obtained degrees
and went to work. The home was, like so many other homes, full of love, joy and
happiness, interspersed with short moments of illnesses, conflicts and
occasionally, disappointments, that were quickly resolved. Through all these
years her Christmas festivities remained unchanged, and there was always a
fully decorated Christmas tree with the Angel guardian proudly standing on top,
overlooking everyone and everything.
But
everyone knew that this year was going to be quite different, for as fate will
have it, the arrows of misfortune had struck each one, on more than one
occasion, and the resulting disappointments, anguish and pain could be felt in
every word spoken, and every sigh elicited. Each one of the children nursed
their own wounds and try as they could, the effects just radiated to all:
Jim, her young son who, until recently overflowed with
confidence and looked forward to the day soon when he will be able to procure
his Ferrari and take her for a spin, is now fighting for his survival as a
result of the draconian restrictions laid down by the current economy.
Linda, the eldest daughter whose meteoric rise in the company’s hierarchy
has been suddenly stunted by a new short-sighted administrator, determined to
bring in his own people.
Lucy, the
determined, confident professional who has suddenly been burdened by events
that were well beyond her control or her expertise, and for the first time was
feeling threatened and vulnerable.
Lara, the youngest daughter, who lived all her life as
a free spirit traveling and doing what she pleased, as she pleased, and always with
outstanding success, found herself locked into a regimen which was stifling her
imagination.
It
was against this background that Nancy,
burdened by a heavy heart, set about her Christmas tree preparations. Her
routine was unchanged. She visited Jeremiah’s, chose her tree and brought it
home. With the help of Jim, she brought out her decorations and meticulously
placed them on the tree, making sure that each one was readily visible and
identifiable. All the while, as was her habit over all these years, she played
Christmas songs for all to hear, and to set the mood for the season of
happiness and goodwill.
She
was in the process of fitting her angel on the top of the completed tree when
something happened that blew her away and sent her mind reeling back to that
unforgettable day more than 30 years ago following her very first encounter
with her guardian angel.
The
mood was somber as she listened to Luther
Vandross,’ 1995 masterpiece: “This is
Christmas Day,” and to his advice which seemed to be directed to her. He
began the song with these words:
“Don’t be discouraged; don’t be
dismayed.
There's hope for all in this world,
There's hope for all in this world,
Cause this is Christmas day.
Say A little prayer for the world.”
Say A little prayer for the world.”
At
that very moment as she stepped down to admire her work, she noticed that the
angel, now safely in place, seem to have come alive again before her very eyes.
There was an explosion of colors as her wings lit up and seemed to move with
them. She was certain that the angel, with her sweet, serene smile was looking
directly at her and telling her, as she had done before, that all will be well.
And, like that previous occasion more than 3
decades ago, Nancy
felt a wave of confidence and reassurance, that all will indeed be well. For
her special guardian angel had promised this; and she has never failed to
deliver. This was all she needed to be convinced that in her home, as in the
past years, another Christmas miracle was about to take place, and that the
whole world will be rejoicing the Birth if The Savior.
And as every one gathered around the tree on that
wonderful night to share in the glad tidings and to look to the new year with
renewed hope, Nancy
was moved to sing out the final verse of Vandross song:
“This is Christmas Let the world sing.
Let our soul begin to heal,
Let our soul begin to heal,
Hallelujah this is Christmas,
And with love we can begin today “
And with love we can begin today “
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